Good morning early risers! If I had gone to sleep early enough and had just woken up, I might not be as irritated as I am now. I tried to lie down and fall asleep, but I just have too much on my mind. This is a rare occurrence for me because usually I can sleep through anything physically and mentally but unfortunately not tonight. I have all these thoughts racing through my mind of all the things I need to do. I just cannot relax enough to just fall asleep! And of course tomorrow is another big day, full of early morning errands and working most of the afternoon. We are doing inventory preparation at work this week, therefore it has been an absolute nightmare! You spend half your day looking for things you know you do not have and the other half guessing model numbers for all the products that do not have any tags. Regardless, I really do enjoy my job but as with everything, you got to take the good with the bad.

It really is amazing how fast time flies. Some days go by so fast that you do not even get a chance to enjoy them. I try to take a minute to enjoy every day, but it seems to get harder and harder. It is important to try because you lose sight of what really is important in life. You can spend everyday working for something but you cannot let life pass you by in the meantime. I have seen it too many times to know that much about life. Well that’s enough of my complaining. Have a beautiful day!

To the one who holds a special place in my heart...
I think about you everyday and wish I could have known you
Not a second goes by when I wonder what you would look like
If you would have my eyes and his chubby face
If you would like to dance, have an incredible imagination, love music or be sporty
I know you would have been loved by so many but no one will love and remember you like I do
Somedays go by and It feels like my heart is being ripped out of my chest
I've never known love till you

So for every star in the sky, I pray for you
and no matter what life has in store me
You will never be replaced
and always silently remembered
I love you
Happy Valentine's Day

Lately everything has been going well for me. I have many tests coming up next week and it is getting a little overwhelming. I hurt my leg later this week, which was horrible because I do not even know how I managed to do it! I could not walk or even move half the time. After a while, even when I sat, it would begin to be painful! Well thankfully, it turned out to be nothing but it was still disturbing there for a while. I have just gotten very good news from my boyfriend that he will be able to fly down for my sorority formal this March, which I am very excited about. It just makes it easier if he comes to the dance because then I will have to ask someone else and I do not remember if I know how to ask men out anymore, although I already know who I would have asked if he could not come.
So I was initiated into my sorority this month and it has been a lot of fun. I wish I could be a little more involved in it but I already have so much to do. I am part of the community service board so I get to help plan all of our community service events we advertise and do for other organizations. This semester we are doing Relay for Life. I am excited about Relay for Life because I have never participated in it before and I have always wanted to. We are also holding an event later in April and this year, we are opening it to the entire campus and we are all excited about that. Well, I have to go now but thank you for your comments and I will write some more later. Bye!

It is amazing how fast time flies. The weeks seem like days and the months seem like weeks. I have had so much going on lately, I physically cannot keep up anymore! I feel as if my head may explode with all the information I need to learn and have no room to even think about personal things I might have to do. You all know what I mean...we all have those times. Most of my days I feel the way I just described, but today is going to be different. Today is my day off from everything. Today is a day to recuperate so I can go ahead and become busy again until the next day I make for myself. Although I only have myself to blame for all the stress I put upon myself. I double book events and I have to sacrifice one priority for another. Which I hate doing because I have a need to be extremely reliable in all aspects of my life. Nevertheless, today is not the day to be worrying about my faults.

I am going to stay in my pajamas all day, watch my soap opera for once and catch up on some reading of that book I have had to put off since Christmas. Not to mention, it would be nice to relax after having a pretty long night with the girls last night.

So today, everyone put your worries away and look up because if you don’t once in a while, you will lose track of what is really important and what you really are aspiring to. God Bless

Love is Patient
Love is kind and evies no one
Love is never boastful, nor conceited, nor rude
never selfish, not quck to take offense

Love keeps no score of wrongs;
does not gloat over another's sins, but delights in truth
There is nothing love cannot face
there is no limit to its faith, its hope, and its endurance

In a word, there are three things that last forever
Faith, Hope, and Love
But the greatest of them all is Love

-1 Corinthians 13-